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Everydays
"The Pile"
Everyday #1
"Planner Hoe"
Everyday #2
"Gone"
Everyday #3
"Cool Kids"
Everyday #4
"Plaid"
Everyday #5
"Style"
Everyday #6
"Weak"
Everyday #7
"Loving Escape"
Everyday #8
"Purple"
Everyday #9
"Dead End"
Everyday #10
"Space Buns"
Everyday #11
"Childhood Memories"
Everyday #12
"Breath of Life"
Everyday #13
"Tribal"
Everyday #14
"The Pile"
Everyday #1
"Planner Hoe"
Everyday #2
"Gone"
Everyday #3
"Cool Kids"
Everyday #4
"Plaid"
Everyday #5
"Style"
Everyday #6
"Weak"
Everyday #7
"Loving Escape"
Everyday #8
"Purple"
Everyday #9
"Dead End"
Everyday #10
"Space Buns"
Everyday #11
"Childhood Memories"
Everyday #12
"Breath of Life"
Everyday #13
"Tribal"
Everyday #14
"The Pile"
Everyday #1
"Planner Hoe"
Everyday #2
"Gone"
Everyday #3
"Cool Kids"
Everyday #4
"Plaid"
Everyday #5
"Style"
Everyday #6
"Weak"
Everyday #7
"Loving Escape"
Everyday #8
"Purple"
Everyday #9
"Dead End"
Everyday #10
"Space Buns"
Everyday #11
"Childhood Memories"
Everyday #12
"Breath of Life"
Everyday #13
"Tribal"
Everyday #14
May 2020
"Self-Confidence"
Everyday #15
"Sisters Before Misters"
Everyday #16
"About Time"
Everyday #17
"All The Small Things"
Everyday #18
"Lost"
Everyday #19
"Old But Gold"
Everyday #20
"Lines"
Everyday #21
"Coastal Close-Up (1/5)"
Everyday #22
"Coastal Close-Up (2/5)"
Everyday #23
"Coastal Close-Up (3/5)"
Everyday #24
"Coastal Close-Up (4/5)"
Everyday #25
"Coastal Close-Up (5/5)"
Everyday #26
"Coast (1/2)"
Everyday #27
"Coast (2/2)"
Everyday #28
"College-scape (1/3)"
Everyday #29
"College Close-Up (1/3)"
Everyday #30
"College-scape (2/3)"
Everyday #31
"College Close-Up (2/3)"
Everyday #32
"College-scape (3/3)"
Everyday #33
"College Close-Up (3/3)"
Everyday #34
"Barren Land"
Everyday #35
"Moon (1/7)"
Everyday #36
"Moon (2/7)"
Everyday #37
"Moon (3/7)"
Everyday #38
"Moon (4/7)"
Everyday #39
June 2020
"Up Close 1/6"
Everyday #1
"Up Close 2/6"
Everyday #2
"Up Close 3/6"
Everyday #3
"Up Close 4/6"
Everyday #4
"Up Close 5/6"
Everyday #5
"Up Close 6/6"
Everyday #6
"All of the Lights 1/7"
Everyday #7
"All of the Lights 2/7"
Everyday #8
"All of the Lights 3/7"
Everyday #9
"All of the Lights 4/7"
Everyday #10
"All of the Lights 5/7"
Everyday #11
"All of the Lights 6/7"
Everyday #12
"All of the Lights 7/7"
Everyday #13
"Confident 1/7"
Everyday #14
"Confident 2/7"
Everyday #15
"Confident 3/7"
Everyday #16
"Confident 4/7"
Everyday #17
"Confident 5/7"
Everyday #18
"Confident 6/7"
Everyday #19
"Confident 7/7"
Everyday #20
"Floral Feelings 1/7"
Everyday #21
"Floral Feelings 2/7"
Everyday #22
"Floral Feelings 3/7"
Everyday #23
"Floral Feelings 4/7"
Everyday #24
"Floral Feelings 5/7"
Everyday #25
June 2021
"Flower Forest"
Everyday #31
"Plant Whisperer"
Everyday #32
"Glad to be Back"
Everyday #33
"Just Visiting"
Everyday #34
"Bookworm 1/7"
Everyday #35
"Bookworm 2/7"
Everyday #36
"Bookworm 3/7"
Everyday #37
"Bookworm 4/7"
Everyday #38
"Bookworm 5/7"
Everyday #39
"Bookworm 6/7"
Everyday #40
"Bookworm 7/7"
Everyday #41
"Reflections 1/7"
Everyday #42
"Reflections 2/7"
Everyday #43
"Reflections 3/7"
Everyday #44
"Reflections 4/7"
Everyday #45
"Reflections 5/7"
Everyday #46
"Reflections 6/7"
Everyday #47
"Reflections 7/7"
Everyday #48
"Solid, Gas, Liquid 1/7"
Everyday #49
"Solid, Gas, Liquid 2/7"
Everyday #50
"Solid, Gas, Liquid 3/7"
Everyday #51
"Solid, Gas, Liquid 4/7"
Everyday #52
"Solid, Gas, Liquid 5/7"
Everyday #53
"Solid, Gas, Liquid 6/7"
Everyday #54
"Solid, Gas, Liquid 7/7"
Everyday #55
July 2021
Everyday #1
Nice and neat
What a bliss
Soft and sweet
Just one kiss
What a bliss
Soft and sweet
Just one kiss
Everyday #2
Bright blue skies
Ominous onyx nights
Blazing brown eyes
Luminous lost sights
Ominous onyx nights
Blazing brown eyes
Luminous lost sights
Everyday #3
Such a pretty face
But in a lonely space
Fell without a hope
But not without a rope
But in a lonely space
Fell without a hope
But not without a rope
Everyday #4
What a lonely girl
Stuck in such a swirl
Reaching for a way out
Escaping from a gray doubt
Stuck in such a swirl
Reaching for a way out
Escaping from a gray doubt
Everyday #5
Blue blue skies
Far up above
Blue blue eyes
Oh what love
Far up above
Blue blue eyes
Oh what love
Everyday #6
She panicked
Thinking he vanished
But it was only a hurdle
Into a field of purple
Thinking he vanished
But it was only a hurdle
Into a field of purple
Everyday #7
I don't believe in
Black or white
What makes me grin
Is a world of gray sight
Black or white
What makes me grin
Is a world of gray sight
Everyday #8
When the sun goes down
That's when they come around
Creeping from the shadows
Whispering words only I know
That's when they come around
Creeping from the shadows
Whispering words only I know
Everyday #9
A sun that burns
Those beautiful eyes
Lies a heart that yearns
Every chocolate sunrise
Those beautiful eyes
Lies a heart that yearns
Every chocolate sunrise
Everyday #10
Broken and burdened
It's dense and dreary
Unspoken and shortened
It's an immense weary
It's dense and dreary
Unspoken and shortened
It's an immense weary
Everyday #11
From the left,
To the right.
Where is it?
Bright, blinding, beauty.
To the right.
Where is it?
Bright, blinding, beauty.
Everyday #12
Atop the roof, she sat.
What was she trying to look at?
Atop the gable, she hung.
Why did she have to go so young?
What was she trying to look at?
Atop the gable, she hung.
Why did she have to go so young?
Everyday #13
Couldn't you see
what was underneath?
Behind those amber eyes
lied a darkness in disguise...
what was underneath?
Behind those amber eyes
lied a darkness in disguise...
Everyday #14
No one ever said that finding
Balance would be this hard.
It's like life is always rewinding
Down a decaying graveyard.
Balance would be this hard.
It's like life is always rewinding
Down a decaying graveyard.
Everyday #15
"She stared forlornly out..."
Out to a bypass of blue
Blue crystal shards shattered
Shattered across the bypass
Out to a bypass of blue
Blue crystal shards shattered
Shattered across the bypass
Everyday #16
"...the second story window..."
Window glazed over in ice
Ice frozen across the lake
Lake lying in wait for life
Window glazed over in ice
Ice frozen across the lake
Lake lying in wait for life
Everyday #17
"...dreaming of those clouds..."
Clouds that cover the skies
Skies rumblind with rage
Rage cornering the innocent
Clouds that cover the skies
Skies rumblind with rage
Rage cornering the innocent
Everyday #18
"...offering a soft pillow..."
Pillow fluffed to perfection
Perfection just out of reach
Reach for the unattainable
Pillow fluffed to perfection
Perfection just out of reach
Reach for the unattainable
Everyday #19
"...for her to dream upon."
Upon a concrete balcony
Balcony built on level four
Four stories too high
Upon a concrete balcony
Balcony built on level four
Four stories too high
Everyday #20
"What would she dream?"
Dream of forests and fields
Fields where wildflowers bloom
Bloom into souls as sweet as hers
Dream of forests and fields
Fields where wildflowers bloom
Bloom into souls as sweet as hers
Everyday #21
"Hopefully of better times."
Times of white shining smiles
Smiles following light laughter
Laughter from playful puddles
Times of white shining smiles
Smiles following light laughter
Laughter from playful puddles
Everyday #22
All it took was
One little trigger
One little trigger
Everyday #23
A heart of gold
Filled with rage
Filled with rage
Everyday #1
Nice and neat
What a bliss
Soft and sweet
Just one kiss
What a bliss
Soft and sweet
Just one kiss
Everyday #2
Bright blue skies
Ominous onyx nights
Blazing brown eyes
Luminous lost sights
Ominous onyx nights
Blazing brown eyes
Luminous lost sights
Everyday #3
Such a pretty face
But in a lonely space
Fell without a hope
But not without a rope
But in a lonely space
Fell without a hope
But not without a rope
Everyday #4
What a lonely girl
Stuck in such a swirl
Reaching for a way out
Escaping from a gray doubt
Stuck in such a swirl
Reaching for a way out
Escaping from a gray doubt
Everyday #5
Blue blue skies
Far up above
Blue blue eyes
Oh what love
Far up above
Blue blue eyes
Oh what love
Everyday #6
She panicked
Thinking he vanished
But it was only a hurdle
Into a field of purple
Thinking he vanished
But it was only a hurdle
Into a field of purple
Everyday #7
I don't believe in
Black or white
What makes me grin
Is a world of gray sight
Black or white
What makes me grin
Is a world of gray sight
Everyday #8
When the sun goes down
That's when they come around
Creeping from the shadows
Whispering words only I know
That's when they come around
Creeping from the shadows
Whispering words only I know
Everyday #9
A sun that burns
Those beautiful eyes
Lies a heart that yearns
Every chocolate sunrise
Those beautiful eyes
Lies a heart that yearns
Every chocolate sunrise
Everyday #10
Broken and burdened
It's dense and dreary
Unspoken and shortened
It's an immense weary
It's dense and dreary
Unspoken and shortened
It's an immense weary
Everyday #11
From the left,
To the right.
Where is it?
Bright, blinding, beauty.
To the right.
Where is it?
Bright, blinding, beauty.
Everyday #12
Atop the roof, she sat.
What was she trying to look at?
Atop the gable, she hung.
Why did she have to go so young?
What was she trying to look at?
Atop the gable, she hung.
Why did she have to go so young?
Everyday #13
Couldn't you see
what was underneath?
Behind those amber eyes
lied a darkness in disguise...
what was underneath?
Behind those amber eyes
lied a darkness in disguise...
Everyday #14
No one ever said that finding
Balance would be this hard.
It's like life is always rewinding
Down a decaying graveyard.
Balance would be this hard.
It's like life is always rewinding
Down a decaying graveyard.
Everyday #15
"She stared forlornly out..."
Out to a bypass of blue
Blue crystal shards shattered
Shattered across the bypass
Out to a bypass of blue
Blue crystal shards shattered
Shattered across the bypass
Everyday #16
"...the second story window..."
Window glazed over in ice
Ice frozen across the lake
Lake lying in wait for life
Window glazed over in ice
Ice frozen across the lake
Lake lying in wait for life
Everyday #17
"...dreaming of those clouds..."
Clouds that cover the skies
Skies rumblind with rage
Rage cornering the innocent
Clouds that cover the skies
Skies rumblind with rage
Rage cornering the innocent
Everyday #18
"...offering a soft pillow..."
Pillow fluffed to perfection
Perfection just out of reach
Reach for the unattainable
Pillow fluffed to perfection
Perfection just out of reach
Reach for the unattainable
Everyday #19
"...for her to dream upon."
Upon a concrete balcony
Balcony built on level four
Four stories too high
Upon a concrete balcony
Balcony built on level four
Four stories too high
Everyday #20
"What would she dream?"
Dream of forests and fields
Fields where wildflowers bloom
Bloom into souls as sweet as hers
Dream of forests and fields
Fields where wildflowers bloom
Bloom into souls as sweet as hers
Everyday #21
"Hopefully of better times."
Times of white shining smiles
Smiles following light laughter
Laughter from playful puddles
Times of white shining smiles
Smiles following light laughter
Laughter from playful puddles
Everyday #22
All it took was
One little trigger
One little trigger
Everyday #23
A heart of gold
Filled with rage
Filled with rage
May 2022
Everyday #24
Made to be everything
Urge to be something
Urge to be something
Everyday #25
The weight of the world
Has become another chore
Has become another chore
Everyday #26
Look for the light
In time of night
In time of night
Everyday #27
Legs feeling like lead
Body burdened by reality
Body burdened by reality
Everyday #28
Burned to ash by the flame
Washed away by the rain
Washed away by the rain
Everyday #29
Beautifully broken but
Living lonely and lost
Until unwavering urges
Eventually extinguish and evaporate
Living lonely and lost
Until unwavering urges
Eventually extinguish and evaporate
Everyday #30
Pretty, polished, perfectionist
Eventually encountered her end
After ages aching with anguish
Cracked, collapsed, crumbled
Her heart halted in harmony
Eventually encountered her end
After ages aching with anguish
Cracked, collapsed, crumbled
Her heart halted in harmony
Everyday #31
If influential individuals
Never notice nuances
Detrimental disputes do
Immense injury inward
Gauging and growing
Outlandish observations
Never notice nuances
Detrimental disputes do
Immense injury inward
Gauging and growing
Outlandish observations
Everyday #32
Lessons learned
In illusionistic
Lies look
Almost appallingly
Cold-heartedly cruel
In illusionistic
Lies look
Almost appallingly
Cold-heartedly cruel
Everyday #33
Growing
Over obstacles
Learning
Different directions
Over obstacles
Learning
Different directions
Everyday #34
Rampant roses
Undying
By befitting
Youth
Undying
By befitting
Youth
Everyday #35
Wilted willows
Harvest hollowed
Instincts into
Titillating types
Eternal ecstasy
Harvest hollowed
Instincts into
Titillating types
Eternal ecstasy
Everyday #36
"Get Right Back"
Back to where you belong
Singing that upbeat song
And nothing feels wrong
Back to where you belong
Singing that upbeat song
And nothing feels wrong
Everyday #37
"Do What You Want"
Want that euphoric feeling
That sends you to the ceiling
Nothing compares the healing
Want that euphoric feeling
That sends you to the ceiling
Nothing compares the healing
Everyday #38
"Run It"
It feels unusual now
All the while wondering how
This isn't something I would allow
It feels unusual now
All the while wondering how
This isn't something I would allow
Everyday #39
"Burn It Down"
Down to nothing but ashes
Floating away until it crashes
And we're left as memory flashes
Down to nothing but ashes
Floating away until it crashes
And we're left as memory flashes
Everyday #40
"Complicated"
Complicated like the universe
Wish time could reverse
To where we were less worse
Complicated like the universe
Wish time could reverse
To where we were less worse
Everyday #41
"Fadeback"
Fadeback to what we once were
The perfect places that I prefer
But to you, am I still her?
Fadeback to what we once were
The perfect places that I prefer
But to you, am I still her?
Everyday #42
"Tricky"
Tricky to figure out
With all this self-doubt
Let me scream and shout!
Tricky to figure out
With all this self-doubt
Let me scream and shout!
Everyday #43
Confessions are hard
Talking is difficult
Words mean nothing
Actions speak everything
Talking is difficult
Words mean nothing
Actions speak everything
Everyday #44
Life lessons are hard
Adulting is difficult
Anxiety causes stress
Reassurance allows serenity
Adulting is difficult
Anxiety causes stress
Reassurance allows serenity
Everyday #45
Writing words are hard
Poetry is difficult
Exhaustion numbs positivity
Resting strengthens creativity
Poetry is difficult
Exhaustion numbs positivity
Resting strengthens creativity
Everyday #46
Realizations are hard
Acceptance is difficult
Past remains permanent
Futures change constantly
Acceptance is difficult
Past remains permanent
Futures change constantly
Everyday #47
Relationships are hard
Patience is difficult
Conversations left unopened
Memories to be forgotten
Patience is difficult
Conversations left unopened
Memories to be forgotten
Everyday #48
Decisions are hard
Verbalizing is difficult
Emotions develop erractically
Attitudes must adjust accordingly
Verbalizing is difficult
Emotions develop erractically
Attitudes must adjust accordingly
June 2022
Everyday #54
The universe is testing me:
To see both perspectives
Even if unrealistic
And sorrows my soul
"Maybe they were never meant to stay."
To see both perspectives
Even if unrealistic
And sorrows my soul
"Maybe they were never meant to stay."
Everyday #55
The universe is testing me:
To take a moment to myself
Even if unwillingly
And creates confusion
"Take a step back, then proceed."
To take a moment to myself
Even if unwillingly
And creates confusion
"Take a step back, then proceed."
Everyday #56
The universe is testing me:
To keep up with my progress
Even if uncomfortable
And pushes my limits
"This is my timeline, no one else's."
To keep up with my progress
Even if uncomfortable
And pushes my limits
"This is my timeline, no one else's."
Everyday #57
And when the glow fades
Who is she to remain
Who is she to remain
Everyday #58
And what no one noticed was
Just how heartless she could be
Just how heartless she could be
Everyday #59
And there will be days when
Nothing feels right, but everything
Will eventually find its way
Nothing feels right, but everything
Will eventually find its way
Everyday #60
And I screamed for just a moment
But the door was already creaking shut
Weak, I collapsed through a false floor
Hoping to hold light in a consuming darkness
But the door was already creaking shut
Weak, I collapsed through a false floor
Hoping to hold light in a consuming darkness
Everyday #61.1
One one hand, she lived
With ease knowing that
Everything would be okay.
...
With ease knowing that
Everything would be okay.
...
Everyday #61.2
...
On the other hand, she
Wept that all was lost
Because she could not find
Herself.
On the other hand, she
Wept that all was lost
Because she could not find
Herself.
Everyday #62
Time means nothing when compared
To the moment of the present and
The beauty found in enjoying
Every
Little
Detail
To the moment of the present and
The beauty found in enjoying
Every
Little
Detail
Everyday #63
You can't kiss away the wounds
Tucked within my heart nor
The scars from the hands that
Ripped me apart from the
Inside out.
Tucked within my heart nor
The scars from the hands that
Ripped me apart from the
Inside out.
Everyday #64
Mind, Mood, and Me (1/7)
"Hiding"
They say that eyes
see into the soul,
so I won't let
you see mine.
see into the soul,
so I won't let
you see mine.
Everyday #65
Mind, Mood, and Me (2/7)
"Choking"
There are so many things I want to say,
but when I open my mouth
I find the words are stuck in my throat,
so I drown in my own silence.
but when I open my mouth
I find the words are stuck in my throat,
so I drown in my own silence.
Everyday #66
Mind, Mood, and Me (3/7)
"Breaking"
They tell me it's the depression
whispering ugly lies into my mind,
But I'd be lying if I said that I didn't think
it was just my fucked up reality
Only I could see.
whispering ugly lies into my mind,
But I'd be lying if I said that I didn't think
it was just my fucked up reality
Only I could see.
Everyday #67
Mind, Mood, and Me (4/7)
"Holding On"
Cold. Cracked. and Cursed.
To pour every ounce of love into
Someone else's glass, but failing
To shed a drop in my own.
To pour every ounce of love into
Someone else's glass, but failing
To shed a drop in my own.
Everyday #68
Mind, Mood, and Me (5/7)
"Growing"
At some point, I need to give
Myself the benefit of the
Doubt, that maybe I'm not
As awful as my mind wants
Me to so desperately believe
Myself the benefit of the
Doubt, that maybe I'm not
As awful as my mind wants
Me to so desperately believe
Everyday #69
Mind, Mood, and Me (6/7)
"Glowing"
Finally, there seems to be a point
When the bandages come undone
And a blossoming beauty emerges
When the bandages come undone
And a blossoming beauty emerges
Everyday #70
Mind, Mood, and Me (7/7)
"Healing"
I realize now,
in this moment, that
I am the person I was
always meant to be.
For, I am ever changing.
in this moment, that
I am the person I was
always meant to be.
For, I am ever changing.
Everyday #71
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
I would have bled,
Just for you.
Violets are blue.
I would have bled,
Just for you.
Everyday #72
Once upon a time,
I was willing to climb
up the tallest trees
if it meant I could grab
a glance at you.
I was willing to climb
up the tallest trees
if it meant I could grab
a glance at you.
Everyday #73
I can't decide if my body is
Floating away from the world,
Or being weighed down by
The chains of you.
Floating away from the world,
Or being weighed down by
The chains of you.
Everyday #74
I may falter, but I will not fall.
For it has always been in my bones
to pick up and push forward.
I may sink, but I will not drown.
For there are more milestones
to reach for and rejoice in.
For it has always been in my bones
to pick up and push forward.
I may sink, but I will not drown.
For there are more milestones
to reach for and rejoice in.
Everyday #75
How am I supposed to feel?
When I return to the place
Where I was drowning,
but still breathing.
When I return to the place
Where I was drowning,
but still breathing.
Everyday #76
How am I supposed to feel?
When I return to the place
Where I was fumbling,
but still standing.
When I return to the place
Where I was fumbling,
but still standing.
Everyday #77
How am I supposed to feel?
When I return to the place
Where I was dying, but still living...
Yet I wished I was anything but alive.
So, how am I supposed to feel?
When I return to the place
Where I was dying, but still living...
Yet I wished I was anything but alive.
So, how am I supposed to feel?
July 2022
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